The Face Mask
I went back to the hospital to check on my right ear today, it has been 26 weeks since it gave me big problem in august last year. Doctor said it looks ok now but there are still potential problems until I would agree to have the surgery to fully 'correct' it. Well... I just don't want to do it yet, maybe I am afraid, especially seeing the sleepy eyes of the doctors. I feel bad for them, they should have enough rest, or rather it's the economic downturn or medication politic system that makes them so tired...both physically and emotionally. However, it seems to be a global norm that doctors are overworked...I think I would have the operation one day, it is not fun if it inflames again. There is no need to go back for checking again unless I would like to have the operation.
Okay that's about the hospital.
Okay that's about the hospital.
The Cracks
To the brave fireman who lost his life and those injuried in yesterday's fire, my salute to them and their families. I feel worse about the news today because I walked pass that building when I was on the way to see the doctor this morning. Flowers, offerings, reporters, firemen, their families, people who came to pay respect and lots of fire apparatuses were there. The smell of burnt was still there, water on the floor, emotionless faces around. I didn't bring my camera today, it's too sad, I am just not strong enough to look at the people there for one more second, I would burst into tears. Yes that's me, tears fall down so easily, even just by reading the news online. That's not necrssarily a bad thing, just that it's quite annoying sometimes. Too much sad news around the world lately, earthquakes, tsunami, snowstorm.
To the brave fireman who lost his life and those injuried in yesterday's fire, my salute to them and their families. I feel worse about the news today because I walked pass that building when I was on the way to see the doctor this morning. Flowers, offerings, reporters, firemen, their families, people who came to pay respect and lots of fire apparatuses were there. The smell of burnt was still there, water on the floor, emotionless faces around. I didn't bring my camera today, it's too sad, I am just not strong enough to look at the people there for one more second, I would burst into tears. Yes that's me, tears fall down so easily, even just by reading the news online. That's not necrssarily a bad thing, just that it's quite annoying sometimes. Too much sad news around the world lately, earthquakes, tsunami, snowstorm.
Sometimes I wonder if the sad news worth more reporting or the world has too little happy news to report?
Anyway, tomorrow is another new day.
Breaking Dawn in Turkey
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